Workin...Out

So, I am getting a bit frustrated with my life. I have been down here for a year now, and I feel like I have accomplished a lot. I can only think of a couple things left to do: 1) paint ball 2) horse back riding 3) volunteer more (I have signed up for some different organizations). Other than that, I cant really think of anything more. Who wants to paintball when its 89 out though. Additionally, I have been working out and eating right, but yet I still am about the same. I seem to flex between 155-165, and I cant break it. I really have been doing great on the workouts, and eating plan. Having 5 meals a day. 2 protein shakes (1 scoop, soy milk and water), and 3 lean protein lots of veggie meals. I dunno. I don't want to go back to doing 2 hours of cardio a day, plus lifting, plus only eating 3 meals a day to get to where i want to be. The good news is a lot of people have comment how much I bulked up. I guess when I slip on my 30 or 32 jeans I remember being a 28 and wonder if I can ever go back there. That was 3 months of hardcore training and it took a mental and physical toll. 3 hours of working out is hard, everyday. I know that carbs are my devil...I have to limit them. I think maybe 150-170 is just my limits. I wish I could break that though. I really wish I could be normal and not have to worry about whether a piece of pizza is going to make my ass jiggle, but instead I grab the veggie burgers with 12 oz of green beans. ah well. its my curse for being chunky when I was young. I still need to battle, everyday is a battle..that I cant afford to lose. Anyway, I just had to vent a little. Football is coming on so I am out.
p.s. I love fall. I just wish it was under 95 with the heat index.
Jurs