Life

I have been trying to do a lot of soul searching lately. Finding out what I want out of life. I know that MS is not where I want to be. Really, it has nothing to offer, but I make money so I am here. Again, I am frustrated with my diet. I keep doing well and then not doing well and I am not sure why. My diet is steady, and I am working out a lot. I just am blah. I need a change. Sometimes I think about picking up and leaving but I do not know if that will happen. I wish I could just lose weight, and not have to worry. I am tired..just tired